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  oh wow...man this been a long time..i got so sad i couldnt update my blog..till i have no idea wat to blog about anymore..haha..life has been busy nowadays..u no..with my practicals..at least i had some work to do..hehe but the most funny thing i learnt is how i could escape from my workin place if u get to bored..coz u dont have a work.. u no wat i mean?..so instead of being sleepy n caught playing games or wateve..i finally found a way to get away from this boredom..


  as i was workin in a hospital..this means that i am also one the satff..haha so i could go anywer i like with just showing off my nametag..huhu most of them will think that im some kinda big person with big status, proud lu..hehe so when i got bored..well il jus follo any of the workers to follow up with their job with my new friend, or jus hangout in the cafe or the library with my fren..huhu man i was bad..i could jus spent at least an hour in the library for the doctors...jus to read newspapers n reading some health magazines.. n of course having some naps there..omg..wat a bad student am i..shame of urself swan!!..


   hey im not that all bad k...when comes to work..il be at my 100% good attitude..hehe..it applies onli when i have no work to do, i barely stay put on the chair..this will b the time of my criminal mind to work out..how to escaped without being notice..and people atc thought u are out for working purposes..hehe.. and because of this..i got sunburn all over my body..coz have been walking around under hot sun..huhu... damn now who will marry me now..haha...gonela nowbody will want me... sorry all this are crap...

when im bored..thats when i started to miss things...and most of it are silly things..

sometimes i wish i have superpowers so that i could just fly where ever i wanted.. jus to escape from  this miserable life

yeah..it is...

   sometimes i just dont feel satisfied when some of them atcually using me for other purposes..like a fotostat girl..ok if its 1st or 2nd time..but when it continues..i got angry...hoooiiiii..im an engineer k..not a fotostat machine k..watla..think im wat now..dahla no allowance..ini bagi kerja lebih..haha..okok..oopss sory.. to emotional nowadays..c till i scold them in malay rather than in english..haha wat to do..since all of the worker there are malays..so i kinda fogoten on my speaking..lol..and i learnt new words frm them as most of them are from kelantan n terngganu..bein the only non muslim ther..err atc no problem...even i look like one..hehe they are fun to work with..i mean in the sense of having someone to talk ti when u got bored..n they way they teach u..luckily most of them are humble..n kind..hehe..so i did not feel like i was atcually different from them..

at least i dont feel that im different

if not, there will be no one to help me..huhu