People do change..but not memories..

its funny how life got me now..everything seemed so different..i alwiz wonder where did i done wrong..for once u felt so complete..so happy, and next thing is..all was like a dream.. a perfect dream that u wouldnt want to wake up from..mayb it was fate for me..that there wont b a happy ending in my fairy tale..


mayb thats how it usually goes..n yes im new for it.. so myb im kinda overreacting.. if i had been experiencing it more then once..who knows..i might get use to it..n i wont be so emo..do i..

wow..i duno how easy could it be to jus forget everything.. all the memories..ends up like washing ur hands.. and now i do understand why u wanted to get rid of me..n yes u realy did.. n i guess its too easy for u
 i guess u r happy now.. dun worry il get through..lets us stay like this.. i guess its for good.. no relationship last long if one of them stopped trying..

here we go again..the same thing..all over again..i need to pull myself back up..no more in committing myself in this hell anymore..fine if u wanted it that way..ul have it..in my way.. thanks for making me feel like an idiot..
all i wanted was friend who i could cry to..n complain any stuffs that i couldnt tell anyone else.. but u jus missed ur chances..n lucky for me i guess..u haven heard about my darkest side ever..


and thanks to u...i learned my lesson, and its ok coz, guess i can find more people jus like u in future.. myb at that moment of time i already knew how to deal with this kinda situation.. hehe so there wont be any reason for me to become emo again.. n i believe that..


so go ahead live ur life..hope ur happy..no worries, i wont be cursing or watsoeva.. but i oso wont be wishing u the best too..well that jus me..im gonna live my life of my own now..if there a destiny that might bring us to meet each other..dun worry..i wont even bother to look..i no u will be wishing the same either.. and i want u to know that..